Wait for me. I'm beginning to write a story. It's about my life. You will be able to know more about me even if we don't talk much. I'm just kinda busy now at work. That's why I can't give much time to finish this blog.
Well, I'm free now. I'm done with my work today. It's going to be another day one hour later. It was a fine day and nothing harmed me. I enjoyed the day. I want to eat my "mais" now. Wait.
I'm back. I was born on one of the summer days of 1982. It's kinda cool, huh? That is why I love summer. I like going to the beach and I enjoy swimming. I'm a swimmer you know. I like playing sports especially badminton and volleyball(though my wrists usually ache when I play).I used to do all those activities with my friends and churchmates. Those were the days that I was still enjoying being young and free. Flashback please.
In my memory, I can picture it and go back to the time that I was just the younger "Odie." Well, they call me like that. I was then in Bicol. We lived from one place to another in Albay. It's because my dad was a minister of the gospel. He was assigned everywhere. It's good to bring back my teenage memories. I was not only participating in our church activities but also the bondings that I have experienced with my churchmates are totally treasurable. Somehow, I was able to see that bright side of life as much as I could imagine.
I changed my mind. I stopped writing for awhile because I was setting up my phone to listen to music but I realized I like writing more now than listening to music. I can concentrate more on writing and can feel the joy and passion it gives. You know what? It has been really my big dream to be a famous writer since I was a child. I was more passionate on many things that time. I want to bring it back, my childhood memories. I usually excelled in school. That's kinda great, huh?
I came from a family of simple but great people. First of all, my dad, he was a very passionate person on many things. Never a wasted time came to my dad as far as I can remember. He usually used his time productively. Even on small things, he was passionate enough. That includes trying to make things well and useful. He was a man of productive time. I got from him the passion for books. He loved reading and sharing what he learned, not to add sharing God's words, he shared added knowledge to everyone. Maybe, he would have been a History professor if he hadn't given his time in the church. But it is the greatest profession of all, being a minister of the gospel. I'm really proud of him.
You know I'm still in the office waiting for my colleagues who are trying to finish their work now. Haha. I'm finished you know. Anyway, let's continue. Of course, next to my dad, it's my mom. She's in Bicol now, in Sorsogon where we have our new house there. That was their dream house, of my dad and mom, when my dad was still alive. Dream come true! If dad could only see it, maybe he was happier than ever. My mom pursued that dream and even though she lives alone there, she's happy. Her neighbors are our relatives like her sisters and brothers. I find it more peaceful there and joyful for her.
It's another working day. While I'm waiting for my class and editing articles of students, I'm listening to the song "What's Up?". Memories, memories. My cousin Kuya Rhey usually played this when I was still an elementary school student. I always heard this when we went for vacation in Sorsogon and stayed in their house. I am really a musically inclined person. I'm more of a guitar player than a piano player. I don't know much about playing the piano. I can create different sounds by playing the guitar. I am more of a rough musician you know. Haha. Wow, this is great! The radio station is playing "It Must Have Been Love." I like this song. I also love singing especially when I'm in love(Hahaha, funny,huh?). Just kidding. Whenever I feel like singing, I sing. I love my church duty, being a choir member. So, even if I have a hectic schedule, I try to manage being in the church and fulfill my duty as much as I can. If I had enough time, I'd like to continue being a teacher in the children's worship service.
Now, let's talk more about my mom as I'd like to continue telling about her. She's the best mom for me: just a simple woman but has a big heart for everyone and everything.
At work again, I want to continue this one. I think my condition is getting bad. My body's temperature is getting high. It seems like a fever will beat me. Oh my!
Here we go again. I hope this day will be better than yesterday. I'm still overwhelmed but it's disappearing now. Well, that's me, I try to balance everything for me to be able to live as what one's life should be. Sometimes, my mind thinks exaggeratedly. I get possessed of it and it is sometimes hard to resist. In the end, mostly I win by struggling and having courage. I'm an Arian so they say a born courageous and exciting. Hahaha. What a description! Do you believe it? Well, maybe I am if it's my choice. Life is a matter of choice, right? We make our own future. I sometimes believe that painful feelings are only psychological. When your body aches or when your head aches, even when you have a toothache, it all comes from how your mind works.
Listening to a song and Eminem is rapping. Wow! I like it- "Love the Way You Lie." Back to you. I just try to be myself. If I feel lonely, it shows. If I feel angry, sometimes it shows a little but sometimes it really shows. If I feel happy, it can be seen boldly.